So much going on

Since the last time I blogged not much had been going on. But now we have alot happening at once. First of all back in september Austin told us that he wanted to live with us now and wished to be with us before school started. Well his grandma didn't like this idea so we got a lawyer and we are still duking it out with her. But just a couple weeks ago she decided she would consider giving us temperary custody to see if it worked out and if it does she'll sign full custody over to us. So we are hoping that by Christmas he will be moved in. So please pray for us that he comes to live with us soon. Last week we found a bigger house for rent just down the street from us and plan on moving in soon. The house we are buying now is just to small for all four of us to be comfortable in. It's a 2 bedroom and the rooms are so small the beds have to be against the wall and only one dresser. And the living room and dining room are squished together. And I would guess that the new house is about the same size as Grandma and Grandpa Cooks' house if not bigger. The boys will have thier own room and bathroom! And we will be able to walk around in all our rooms! We are so excited and can't wait to move in. Then about a month ago I started working again, something I haven't done since Peyton was about 4 mos. old. I'm a dietary aid at a nursing home in Deshler, Ne. I like it, its not bad. It has it's ups and downs like all jobs. I got Peyton in daycare and preschool now. He's never been around other kids alot and it's all new to him. He's having a hard time with the sharing thing and will until he gets socialized. And thats why I started working again, to get him out there and prepare him for school, and myself. Sometimes I feel like he's out growing his need for me and it depresses me somtimes. But I know that its what he needs to became a great person in life later. Our kids grow up so quick its scary and sad. But we all have to let go someday and let them grow up they can't be little forever. Since he's been in school and daycare he's done really good, haven't had any bad reports from either. In his class there's a total of six kids and he's the only boy. Next tuesday the school is having a thanksgiving celebration and I can't wait to go cause the kids made all the decorations and some off the snacks. It will be fun. Thanks for checking up on us pray for us that everything works out with the custody change. God bless and love you all!